WhatdoIdotomyself.

It feels good to be up at 3:05 in the morning. Haven't stayed up this late in a while and you know what? Who cares about bags under my eyes and dark circles? I have been sifting through some Tumblrs and wish I had as much stuff and free time to post. Yikes. Tomorrow is NaNoWriMo and I don't even have a real plot. Finding home. That is so loose, I won't even know what to do with it. Gah, I should outline. Instead of going to sleep. Yeah, I think that's what I'll do. YAY FOR ALL-NIGHTERS. First one eva?

I fail to post here XD

Agghh, crap. Life has been so BUSY and so MUCH that I super-failed to post. SO liek yea, my life right now is SCHOOL, COLLEGE APPS, LACK OF SLEEP, SAT SCORES, and WHEN AM I GOING TO SEE MY FRIENDS. Gr. So my period started this morning (YUP IM COOL AND DON'T MIND IF THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS.)  and I'm kinda pissy because of that and I was in a bad mood today. Gr. I forgot my psych stuff this morning because I was in a rush this morning and I had a test today and derwid was annoyed at me because I forget and will have to hand it in late. I know it's my fault but geez no need to be a whole bitch about it. But thats how she is, a bitch and not a nice person. And now people have just been on my nerves gah. Donaghy is such a fail teacher. He doesn't know what he's doing and I end up showing how to do the problem for him. WTH GAH WHY AM I ONE TEACHING HIM AND THE CLASS INSTEAD OF HIM TEACHING THE CLASS AND ME. i hate calc.

So I ranted about Psych to Vicky today and I feel bad for complaining to people who like never complain. I feel like such a whiny pissy bitch. So right now I'm listening to Disney classic songs. At 12:34 AM. Hahhhh, 1 2 3 4. Oh Disney, how I loveth you and how you are the cure for everything miserable. <3. So my plan for this weekend, is homework, college essays/apps, ordering yearbook, and great expectations essay. HUZZAH. InshAllah, I'll be able to get this done. I NEED to get this done. Oh yeah I have to plan for NaNoWriMo too. GADSFJDH Right. Need to come up with a plot for that. SIGH.

Oh the stars

I love looking at the stars at night. And it has to be a specific time at night too. Early in the night wouldn't work because not all the stars are out and there are not as bright as they can be. I love looking at them in the middle of the night. Like at 4 AM. They're super bright and it looks amazing. The sky looks so so so pretty! The first time I saw the sky like that, I was in awe. Now, whenever I can I try to look at the stars. And the moon. It's really pretty too. I recently discovered that I can see a constellation from my bedroom window. And that constellation is Orion, the Greek hunter (warrior?). He's right outside there. And I believe it's pretty awesome. Especially because I'm terrible at putting constellations together. I can never see them in a picture. Usually, I see a bunch of stars. So being able to see Orion is special to me.



Aim for the moon. If you miss, you'll land among the stars.

I hate the SATs.

They say practice makes perfect. I don't think that applies to the SATs. I have taken so many practice SAT tests but there is NO.WAY. that I'm going to get a 2400 when I take them in October. Gah. WHAT AM I DOING THESE PRACTICE TESTS FOR??/// Oh right, to increase my score. So I can get into those 7-year med programs. SIGH.

Charlie is like cool

Uhms, so I love charlieissocoollike. So you should watch him too. And watch his Stickaid Live Web thing. And donate money! For the children! It's all about the children.  =)

Pride and Prejudice

For my summer reading, I had to read Pride and Prejudice and then pick out a key passage and write a response to it. I chose the scene when Lady Catherine confronts Elizabeth about her rumored engagement with Mr. Darcy (MR. DARCY *SWOONS*). My response was an eloquent arrangement of words that explained how this passage represented the class barriers in their society and Elizabeth's refusal to conform to them. What my response really was and what I really wanted to write was this:

I am SO proud of Elizabeth for standing up to Lady Cathestinks like that! She ain't gonna let NO ONE get in between her and Mr. Darcy's engagement, no way, no how! That's right, GURLFRENN, TELL THAT LADY TO SUCK IT. That's how its done! I'm so super excited that Elizabeth likes Mr. Darcy, who is an absolute GEM. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! Oh my gosh, I so excited for their wedding! It's gonna so awesome! They're going to get married and Lady Catherine can DEAL. Elizabeth doesn't care about stupid class barriers, she can totally do whatEVVERR she wants, because she's in love dammit!

But that's not going to fly in AP Literature.

First Post~

AHH Okay. My first post. YAY. I made the blog. And finished adjusting the settings and stuff so now I can actually post. I don't really know if my blog will get any followers but they are welcome. I'm not going to go and be like "GO READ AND FOLLOW MY BLOG PLZ?" because ehh, I don't like to really show others what I write. I haven't added any superpersonal information in my profile either. So there is something I wanted to show you guys (if you guys are out there). Something I discovered two days ago. And that is SHANE DAWSON. Okay, okay, I know he's like the Most Subscribed on Youtube or something, so you've probably have heard of him before. But see, I've never watched his videos before until two days ago. I'd always see them on the homepage, but I dunno. I'd think he was obnoxious or something because of the way his videos looked, with that bright yellow background. I always got the impression he was going to be yelling alot or be super immature. I really don't know why. But then one day, I clicked on the link and I was like, holy crap. This guy isn't super immature, in fact, he seems very mature and legitmately funny! So I just wanted to post one of his videos here:



That was one of the first videos of him that I saw. I think it's from his channel where he does more relaxed videos.